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hey hey....there is a layer of rust and dust!!!i m here to clear the untouch-ness.

em.....most of the big big assigmetns are OVER!!!!!YAYAYA!!!but i gotta start accouting assignment....but sumhow it's not that stress coz accouting assignment does not require researches and stuff....juz need to balance the whole loads of number....shiittt.....quite stress.hahahahaa.

but hu cares lar..like tomolo oni do lar.......lol.....em....watiing for the day to go home!!!!!wana see all my darlingsss and i m desperate of nice food!!!!!!!!!!!!to compensate my unbearable dayz here......hahahahhaa......

so eyah..basically my modd seem better yea????then the previous post???hahhaa......and i m so going to watch TVB drama later...can't deter my temptation....temptation is greater then my determination.hahaha

haiyoooo.....but overal...my dayz still normal eh...oh!!! i fainted in sch on monday!!!which was yesterday....coz i had never been eaten for the WHOLE weekend!!!like my last meal was friday evening...then till monday evening oni eat a burger. BECAUSE OF THE ASSIGNMENTssss okie!!!!i rushed out of my life!!!!!! but i m still survive afterall....coz i m strong!!as i alwayz is..hehehehehe

haiyooo.ching ching arh..u dun simply imagine thingsssssss that WILL NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER HAPPEN lar...i juz love my darling in malaysia!!!!!!the one should be hounoured....but the assesment haven reach its due date yet.....so..yeah..ahhahaha.

okie lor...i dunno wat to crap edi.....i m having sore throat eh....and m thirsty but becoz i was lazy to move..so haven drink till now..haha.i better go now man..my lip cracks. and!!i dunno why everytime i sit down infront of my study table, then i will smell the adour of my neighbour's fooddddd!!!!!!alwayz tempted me especially there is no food in my room...ahhahaha

kie ler....one month more and i will be stepping on the land of MALAYSIA!!!!!!hahaa......but malaysia boleh buang...so sad.ahahhaa.

drama time.byez.

-jan-

haiyo hui ching...drink more water lar....and eat more fruit!!!!!!!! hahahaha....lucky we haven give our web to anyone..u are damn disgusting.hahhahaa.

KNOW WAT?????????????????????i am so stress over my business report which due next monday!!!!!i have no idea at all...;(.:( .... everytime i do researches for an assignment, i  fell very alone...like alone in the middle of a big big ocean. and then there wiill be no one no matter u die or alive.......shittttzzz...this feeling sux.....and is so suffering and scary.in this very moment, i wish my room is occupied with ppl.....fulfilled with laugher and talksssss....WHERE ARE ALL THE PEOPLE HU LOVE ME?????????????no one??gone???? indeed very far away...;(

okie m about to cry. 

tomolo is public holiday and i have noooo food in my room AGAIN.all junk.......! i dead miss my mom's cooking...i've never been eaten well since in clayton.....omgosh.....does my lifee really seem that bad????omgosh..janice tan!!!be more optimistic!!!but u see..i can't find any points for me to be optimistic.......

i feel like calling bak home!but ..is too late now..suppose mom has gone to sleep.

hui ching and lily.....SAVE ME.

-jan-

my dearest zi mui...


hello..sorry r...long time din cum here n sibuk d...wow..hehe look like our blog did process....
itz nice to knoe watz happening around u all...and lets take every moment that happen
as experience and a pace in life...either bad or good it juz hav to be treasure:)..
at least we learn something rite?..


about my life here..iz like usual and ordinary except that my love life is worst then a mess...
why thingz alwaz go against me in my love life?whenever i try to love i wil fall back out of it...
it dis a force or something to natural for me?
i get irritated the...i hate to fall in love.....


c ya then..88

juz reached bak frm city.....currently in quite a bad mood....why?i m lack of words to express....

but anyway...thanks to my darling ai vyn for everything!!!!!!she is the one hu gave me 'FREE HOTEL' everytime i stayed over in city. thanks for being so considerate and never fell upset everytime i  spent not much time with her .....and like i was like juz placed my stuff in her place and dissapeared till night...this make me fell really really bad coz it seem like i went juz for her place instead of visitng her for....BUT REALLY NOT LIKE DAT!!!! seriously,i fell most comfatable to be with you among all the people in city...VYN DARLING!;) kie lor...thanks for nenek albert for 'lending' his gf to sleep with me and he was sleeping on the coach throughout my stay...omgosh..i thk he was counting down to the day i go bak so dat he can sleep and be with ai vyn more...haha. okie lor.....giving u my essay as a repayment.hahahaah.....

em.....okie...lotza thing in my mind actually....but is too complicated...and i really dunno how to express.....i hate people hu are faking..... please dun pretend if u are not....do not try to be nice if you are actually not....coz it somehow will easily reveal in any situation. 

-jan-

miy dearest jian mei


hello..i m having a very peaceful day today...kinda bored...i wake up at 3 pm 2day after staying awake till 5am today....
i m chatting with a guy till morning...but actually i dislike chatting wth him at all
but...i pity him larr cuz no1 likes him at all and then i ate alot of things d so dun dare to sleep  mah...
and so i chat with him lolz...
he is 1 of those bored people but love to act smart...
sometimes i wonder how he manage to make evy1 dislike him...
aiksss..izzit perhapz of his look?look does perhaps pay a vy vy imporatant role.....

ok...continue with my beloved janice....my dear...thanks for ur  ways i think i will juz let 
him b a fake lover bah..hehe..cuz as u all c i think both of us dont really
luv each other at all...to him i m juz a doll and to me he is oso sum kind off for me to replace
sumtng i 1...but the ony different between him n the other guy is i know that he wun get
hurt even we break off ...but i  will let u all know if we did break off...
and he probably thinks dat i dun hav guys courting me...and he think i vy love him...
he look so down at me leh...kinda sad...
anyway my dear janice,dun rush into a relationship...take it step by step..dun take examples from me...
sure i did feel nice at flirting and going out for dates i do not even enjoy but  itz juz temporary...
after dat i felt more worst...
u will find ur mr right when times is right....like wat our  bloved huiching did...
1 day both us will find true love...


frenship 4eva



_-lily-_

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my dearest jian mei,



i juz come back from movie,,feeling tired..very tired....
perhaps because not with the one i love...haha...
is it true that unless we r with the 1 we love we wud therefore feel
not vy gud or tired......
let me describe my date tonight,normal guy..and he is trying to be 
romantic lolz.,he take me go kl view...but i vy not gud..i stop there less then 10 minutes..after he search the road for more then an hour.....
and then today april fool right?hehe..i nearly believe wat u say hui ching...
i nearly reply ur joke n happily ingat u coming leh...then
is a joke:(
let me continue about that msg i send u.... i send dat to mr dota oso...
he reply me say i m naughty sending him dat msg...i m gettng married....
but i add on the word sorry,i m getting married....
then i say angry oso no use cuz itz april fool lolz.....
then  he ask me y no use....and he add on asking me
did we begin too faz d..
he say he feel weird...did he mean i did not feel dat?
he say i did not pick his call up....
but honestly i really don't know whether i like him a not oso..
is like got siu siu n dun hav oso at times....
kinda weird..but i know something dat went wrong is..
i can feel i am not myself when i talk to him...
did this mean i like him or...?but still
how could i love some1 i did not know??
dis is d question....
will u all suggest i get rid of him?
or continue playing the game?
apart of him...
still got d sptm guy,he come back and ask me to b his gf..
i doubt myself....am i some kind off game that  they want at times 
or i m juz an item that they can use it n leave it aside?
i mean  appear and disappear in a sudden..

by the way....i might be the most matured yet i m the failure
too...perhaps i know too much and think too much
until evythng go so wrong...
haha
ok larr...g9....
remember tell me all your stories:)